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title - it's time for me to fall apart
pairing - harry/Michael Clifford
rating - mature
word count - 3000
summary - harry gives Michael his first tattoo

read it at AO3!

it's time for me to tall apart

I also wrote another fic for this pairing the other day that I forgot to post about here so I'll include it!!

title - as real as it seems
pairing - harry/Michael
rating - mature
word count - 3000
summary - harry and Michael hang out on tour and get drunk and give each other hickeys

also at the AO3!!

as real as it seems
title - tear up the planks
pairing - harry/nick
rating - mature
word count - 6k
summary - nick obsesses about the vibrator he finds while snooping in harry's flat

read it at AO3!!

tear up the planks
title - and I'll steal us a car, and we'll drive to the stars
pairing - harry/nick
rating - adult
word count - 10k
summary - “Fuck it,” Harry says firmly. “You’ve got a few days off; I’m taking a few days off. We haven’t hung out in forever and you need some time to get away. I don’t care where we go, let’s just…I don’t know, Nick, let’s just drive and figure it out or something. Let’s just go.”

or: Harry takes Nick on a roadtrip.

read it on AO3!

and I'll steal us a car, and we'll drive to the stars


LJ! it is TWO DAYS (or one if youre very lucky, which I am NOT) until MJ!!!!

I am VERY EXCITED about this!! I've not been to an actual fan con since, ugh, I think the FIRST MJ when I was PREGNANT with ava. WEIRD. back then I was also able to do things like get there a day early and stay late and things which...will not be happening on this trip. SIGH.

but! I will be there early-ish friday afternoon and heading STRAIGHT to a panel at 2! and then Im around ALL DAY AND NIGHT friday and sat and escaping really early to head back home sunday.

ANYWAY, HERE IS THE DEAL. I want to drink a lot. and see everyone. and talk about harry styles' face and his epic romance with nick grimshaw. AND DRINK A LOT. AND OTHER THINGS. so, you know, THIS IS WHAT TO EXPECT FROM ME. also I need to remember to eat? so if youre going somewhere for food ASK IF WANT TO GET SOME TOO bc I might be drinking and talking about harry styles' face too much to remember to do that?

ALSO, if I have met you before but not seen you for a long time, I MIGHT BE DRUNK. AND TALKING ABOUT HARRY STYLES' FACE. but PLEASE COME TALK TO ME TOO bc Im bad with faces from like, whatever, SIX YEARS AGO but I want to see everyone, ok?



timestamp meme!!

guys, it is MJ in like, TWO DAYS and I want to write things but I cannot concentrate SO.

idk what the actual wording is but lets pretend this is the meme where you can ask me like, the backstory on a scene in one of my fics or a timestamp for something. any of my 1d fics are open so feel free if you have a question about something or want to ask about some kind of past of future timestamp on a fic, definitely do it!!

all of my 1d fics are here! there are 32 to choose from so let me know if you have any questions or anything!
title - papa's gonna buy you a mockingbird
pairing - nick/harry
rating - mature
word count - ~17k
summary - The baby coos and kicks her foot against Harry’s chest. Nick slides his hand around Harry’s waist and pulls him closer, tucking the baby between them. Harry’s hand covers her entire back. She’s so small Nick can’t believe they even make clothes to fit her. Nick leans in and kisses Harry’s shoulder and Harry looks up at him, his eyes red and damp.

“Nick, I can’t. I’m sorry but I can’t – we can’t leave her here,” he says thickly. Nick nods because he figured this out. Hell, maybe he always knew. "You're the only family she's got, Nick, we've got to do what's best for her and at least look after her until they can find her a real home ... this place isn’t a home."

or, the one where harry and nick get a baby to take care of

read it on AO3!!

papa's gonna buy you a mockingbird
title - light my heart up baby like a matchstick
pairing - louis/nick
rating - mature
word count - 9k
summary - Nick leans back in his seat and watches Louis bounce around the room fiddling with the levels on the soundboard and getting out all the pages for the adverts and links Nick needs for the morning. Louis is humming quietly under his breath, his mouth quirked in a tiny grin and Nick thinks that it would be a whole lot easier to actually hate Louis and everything about him if he weren’t so bloody attractive.

read it at AO3!!

light my heart up baby like a matchstick
title - and my wasted heart will love you
pairing - nick/harry
rating - mature
word count - 2400
summary - Harry comes to say goodbye to Nick one last time before tour.

read it on ao3!

and my wasted heart will love you
title - keep my heart slow
pairing - harry/nick
rating - mature
word count - 17k
summary - Cities and shows pass in a blur. Half the time Harry barely knows where they’re pulling into before they get there but he tries to think of something about each place to text Nick about, something to keep Nick involved in his life even when he’s away.

read it at AO3!

keep my heart slow
harry and nick birthday party fic!!

title - yes, we're going to a party party
pairing - harry/nick
rating - nc17
word count - 5500
summary - “It’s my birthday!” Harry fistpumps and shouts for possibly the five hundredth time that evening. Nick chuckles and rolls his eyes fondly. Nick’s hardly sober but Harry is trashed. He’s absolutely adorable.

read it at ao3!!

yes, we're going to a party party

new 1d fic - harry/nick - First and Last

title - First and Last
pairing - harry/nick
rating - mature
word count - 5200
summary - Harry and Nick are boyfriends and do boyfriend things like bake and cook and paint the guestroom and have sex. That is pretty much the entire plot.

read it on the ao3!

First and Last
title - and how many years I've missed you
pairing - harry/nick grimshaw
rating - nc17
word count - ~18k
summary - “So my god, Nick,” Harry folds himself down into a chair, his long legs splaying out under the table. His foot knocks into Nick’s and Nick kicks him back reflexively, his body remembering how to act around Harry even after all this time. “This is bloody crazy,” Harry shakes his head. “It’s been ages, yeah? It’s got to be like, what, five years or something?”

Seven, Nick thinks to himself. You were just nineteen and I was twenty eight and it was seven years ago, not five.

or, the one where Harry and Nick haven't seen each other or been in touch in seven years and then they meet up and things happen

notes and fic at the ao3!!

and how many years I've missed you
title - the highway signs say we're close
pairing - louis/nick grimshaw
rating - mature
word count - ~14k
summary - “What?” Louis puts his burger down and leans forward so he can lower his voice. “Harry, I don’t—I don’t fancy, Nick Grimshaw, ugh. And I can assure you he doesn’t fancy me either. We’re…”

Louis bites his lip because what are he and Nick actually? They’ve been hanging out together more and more often lately but it’s mostly to eat and drink wine and slag off X Factor contestants. Nick’s home has custody of Louis’ favorite dog and maybe sometimes they seem to have fun together, but it’s not anything more than that. It’s certainly not any kind of thing like Harry’s set on implying.

or, the one where Louis dogsits for Aimee's dog and then people think they're dating and then they have to pretend to be boyfriends too

read it at ao3!

the highway signs say we're close

end of the year fic meme!!

guys, before one direction and this past june I hadnt written a fic in over two years and didnt have reason to do a fic meme since like, 2006, so. you're getting one now :D

Total number of fics: 24. 24!!! since the end of June. I just. ONE DIRECTION, MAN.

Total wordcount: 156,900

Total number of fandoms: 1

My favorite story of mine this year: probably you're the answer to the question I didn't know I was asking bc even though I don't neccessarily ship liam/zayn this was my third 1d fic but the first one that I felt like I really GOT their voices. it was also the story I was writing when I got really involved in twitter and made some really amazing friends so I have a soft spot for it bc of MEMORIES

My best story: this is so hard. I think writingwise, ugh, maybe And If This is the Only Thing I Want both bc I feel like the writing is decent and that story did EXACTLY what I planned on and what I wanted it to which never happens when 1d is involved lol

Story most underappreciated by the universe, in my opinion: I def feel like anyone reading ANY of my fics is amazing but I'm sure people don't read Hoes Over Bros bc they see it's whatever, gen and eleanor and danielle so they skip it but I think parts of that fic are hilarious.

Most fun story: it's all fun and gmaes until someone falls in love. at least the first half of that fic I still think is HILARIOUS. the conversation between liam and louis about Brave and Toy Story is possibly one of my favorite lilo scenes I've written

Most sexy story: Hold Me Down. Definitely.

"Holy crap, that's wrong, even for you" story: idk if its WRONG but harry styles/jensen ackles isn't the most common pairing so I guess Hearts Breaking Even? I def think its funny though.

Story with single sexiest moment: lol I would say the scene in Hold Me Down where nick asks harry about if he's ever been spanked but that was actually added by mediaville in beta so I didnt even write it lol? so maybe the conversations w nick and caroline in that fic where caroline is talking about tying harry up with her silk blouses and using a strap on on him. even though they're like, past tense off screen things that happened I think the IDEA of them is insanely sexy

Story with single sweetest moment: every single word of you help me sing my song. it's just - it's wedding fic. HARRY/NICK WEDDINGFIC and I love it and I think its sweet without being cloying and idk. either the proposal or the last scene of them looking at each other all in love in the coat closet are my favorites.

Most unintentionally *telling* story: I hate this question bc I feel like all of my fics are ALWAYS really self indulgent and telling but probably, ugh, idk, probably you help me sing my song again.

Fic that shifted my own perceptions of the characters: I feel like EVERY fic does this? like, every time I write anything about any of them I feel like I know and understand them better? but I think I really liked and learned about the harry and liam dynamic in If I Was Your Boyfriend I'd Never Let You Go. I really love harry and liam in that and it always felt like it could be very real for them.

Hardest story to write: Hold Me Down for sure. I always feel like I'm not that great at writing porn and just really struggled with that fic a lot. if I didnt have such a great beta on it (mediaville!!!) it probably never would have seen the light of day tbh. I had a really hard time w it.

Easiest story to write: hands down it's you help me sing my song. I wrote that whole fic in like, two days. I dont even think I thought about it, it just HAPPENED. apparently I have a lot of feelings about harry and nick getting married :D

This year's theme and the story that demonstrates it most: schmoopy boys falling in love and having a lot of feelings. pretty much every fic I wrote demonstrates it. it's pretty much the motto of all of 1d as a whole.

Anyway, that was fun! I literally have SIXTEEN fics that I want to write this year and in addition to that I really want to try some kind of epic ot5 'them all finding each other' fic, some kind of time-travel or magical realism kind of fic (a fic happening entirely in dreams, all of them having to find the fifth one in another dimension, SOMETHING like that), and some kind of epic harry/louis where they always wind up together in different lifetimes. kind of like the time travelers wife but not. anyway. WE WILL SEE.
new liam/louis fic!!

title - blame it on the mistletoe
pairing - liam/louis
rating - boykissing
word count - ~9k

summary - “I wonder if he’s in yet,” Zayn singsongs, suddenly perking up. He sits up straight at his desk and makes ridiculous kissing faces and flutters his eyelashes like a simpering pre-teen. Louis honestly hates him almost as much as he hates himself for drunkenly telling Zayn about his stupid crush six months ago. Zayn never remembers anything - what day of the week it is, what time he needs to get up in the morning, who he snogged the night before - but Louis’ drunken confession over finding Liam from the warehouse insanely fit, that he remembers.

read it at ao3!!

blame it on the mistletoe
hahaha oh god, MORE FIC. this time about dani and eleanor being bff and mocking (gently! bc I do love her!) taylor and haylor and being bff.

one day I will write something of substance. today is not that day.

title - Hoes Over Bros
pairing - liam/danielle, danielle, eleanor
rating - teen
word count - 1600
summary - Eleanor smiles and leans her head onto Dani’s shoulder. Her hair is soft and Dani tilts her head to the side until it brushes against her cheek. “Did you see the way she had to sneak in the back door when she got here?” Eleanor whispers. “It’s like she’s some kind of famous popstar or something,” she adds and they both erupt in half-drunk giggles.

read it at the ao3!!

Hoes Over Bros

one week ago I was pretty much anti harry/taylor but then I was ambushed again by harry styles and his fucking FEELINGS and now I love it and think they're A+ together. anyway, here is some fic. please see the notes re: timeline and beta notes and such.

title - baby just say yes
pairing - harry/taylor
word count - ~3700
rating - pg13
summary - Harry flashes her his widest grin. “I’m Harry,” he says and holds his hand out again. This time she takes it and Harry notices her hand is smaller than his, her fingers long and thin, the edges of her fingertips just a little rough. Harry remembers that she plays guitar sometimes, that she writes a lot, and all of a sudden he wants to know everything he can about her, everything that she’ll let him know.

read it at the ao3!!

baby just say yes
guys, so I went to the 1D show last night and I have TOO MANY FEELINGS about it and need to post about them RIGHT AWAY. (warning, there are some AMAZING HUGE pictures behind the cut. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.)

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AH HAHAHAHAHA apparently I wrote harry/nick WEDDINGFIC??? idk anymore, people. this fandom is killing me.

anyway! thanks to mediaville for the amazing beta and crucios for the britpick!! this is for marcolette for her bid in fandomaid. I hope you like it!! (if you, uhm, hate it, please let me know? :D )

title - you help me sing my song
pairing - harry/nick
rating - mature
word count - ~7300
summary - "He thinks that part of the problem is that lately he’s been thinking about it - about marrying Harry - and suddenly the idea doesn’t seem as ridiculous as it once did and that scares the crap out of him."

or, Nick and Harry get married fic

read it at the ao3!!

you help me sing my song


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